Hello JQ5555, so, I was about at the same stage than you, having stopped for 6 weeks or so(the 1st of January 2007) and then, it crippled in : after all, it wasn't so hard, after all, I could just maybe take one, just for the occasion, etc, etc... Well, I first smoked one and, conclusion of the excercice : I am now 2 weeks full blow back smoking, probably even more than before, just planing again a new quitting date (because the last one (1st of March) went quickly unnoticed... and I am just not so sure I can do it again : I mean, stop smoking again. Even with the incredible freedom I felt during these 6 weeks of non-smoking, even if I would give a lot just to stop right now, it seems as hard, as unreachable as it was the first time. There is no way you become smarter, more experienced with several quits than with none. Or maybe you do, but the intensity of the addiction coupled with this habit which so easily sets back in makes that quit extremely hard if not harder. But still, as usual, the only thing you want is TO QUIT! So, just do not give in to these calls of the nicotine because one puff is a one way trip to square zero, where everything needs to start again with the exact same hardship but, (I have the impression) in worst... You are doing great and do not forget that the only dream (hidden or not) of any smoker is to quit, keep it strong, Rai
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/8/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] -1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �0
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