Well I'm not doing so well. I just can't get off the diving board. I climb that big ladder, close my eyes, hold my breath, flex my knees and...I FREEZE!
I gun shy here. I don't know what to do.
I'm thinking right now I should make no plans for tormorrow except quitting and sticking close here. If I can just get past that 24 hour mark I can get some momentum.
Perhaps I just don't want to deep down. I must say truthfully I feel I want to quit, but it seems when push comes to shove I hide.
It's just so frusturating. Sorry, but I think I'm wasting more than my own time posting here. Thanks for all your kind words earlier, but I think I'm just chicken.
Tennielle
