This morning, I arrived at work with one week of living my life smoke-free under my belt.
Sounds a lot better than it feels in my heart of hearts...because I've seen this day so many times before.
I've tucked a six year quit under my belt and lit up.
I've tucked a 1 1/2 year quit under my belt and lit up.
I've seen a month, six months, a week, three weeks...
...only to light up again.
So this morning, rather than celebrating my full week of living smoke-free, I've decided to take another approach. I have to start planning, plotting, preparing, dedicating myself to making this quit like no other. I have to look ahead to this evening and this weekend that I know I will spend relaxing with my boyfriend, having some wine, talking about the past week at work and home and in the news, which are the exact times in the past year when I've thrown away a week or two weeks or three weeks quit.
What is my plan? My plan so far, because this is the best I have been able to come up with so early in the morning, is to simply refuse to smoke. He'll go outside to smoke, and I'll stay inside and clean up dishes or get out my pajamas or pick up my knitting, something, anything, to pass the ten minutes he'll spend outside in the freezing cold, smoking.
Hello! I'm GoodHEvans and I'm not going to smoke today!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/10/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 7
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 139
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $26.18
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 13 [B]Mins:[/B] 33 [B]Seconds:[/B] 29