I have panic disorder with agoraphobia, For the past 2 months I've been extremely depressed, keep having all of these flashbacks & memories of my past, remebering clearly when I first started having them, different times I had them,etc....... racing thoughts,
Lately I've been hardly able to speak straight anymore, my mouth is always dry, I'm having a horrible time concentrating or remembering things,r have a hard time expressing myself I really don't even feel alive anymore,hard to explain.. It's like my sense of humor & self is gone...... I knew this sounded like Deporsonalization my doctor said he agreees today...
I've been put on different antidepressents before,They always seem to skyrocket my anxiety!! I've been on Prozac for 20 days now along with Klonopin & Inderal(around the past 5 years)
He told me to stay on Prozac & gave me Wellbutrin XL 150 MG & to take at night & Zyprexa 10 MG? & ...I'm scared to death to take Wellbutrin because I saw online that it can cause your blood pressure to rapidly increase and all the side effects ......as much as I am depressed he says for me to take it because I gotta get out of this depression, get some energy back and get out of this mental state I'm in & .......
Seems like Zyprexa is for schizophrenia but he keeps recommending it to me for a "mood stabalizer"...He gave it to me last time & I haven't opened the bottle since because ....side effects DIZZINESS DIZZINESS!
That's the main symptoms of anxiety that bothers me the most!!! Feeling of fainting,especially when standing in lines unsteadiness, feeling off balance & DIZZINESS!!!!....
anybody that has panic attacks & nervousness frequently or any of those kinda symptoms I go through CONSTANTLY like me ever took Wellbutrin before or Zyprexa?
I'm open to hear any thoughts because I'm very hesitant to even open them & I hate being on all kinds of medication
Thanks