Thank you everyone who responded. You are so right about my husband's quit not comparing to mine. He is a man and true he doesn't share his feelings.. even though I try to pry it out of him, but after 18 years... I'm learning.. ha!.. He did admit (wow!!) yesterday that he was snapping at me cuz of the withdrawal... duh to me.. I didn't add two plus two when he snapped.
I'm doing much better so far today. Last night wasn't too bad compared to my first couple of nights. I was way too tired to exercise like I did on Monday evening... and from reading some of your posts... I don't need to beat myself up cuz I didn't. I guess I need to give myself a break from worrying about another job, going back to school, my son in the Air Force (since 9/06), etc. I'm just going to give myself a break and sloooooowwww down..
I've also clipped a picture of a pair of healthy lungs and I'm taping to the calendar each day so I can look at it with pride... It will be four days at 10 am today!!!
Take care and thank you very much for your support... keep on keeping on!!!
Marcy