Sorry that you feel that way today. I get like that myself. Everything is under control and I feel like I'm making headway and then, BANG, everything changes and I start hating myself for letting things get me down. Remember, though, EVERYTHING CHANGES, it always gets better!!!! You know yourself that tommorrow you may feel fine again, even if your circumstances haven't changed. Hang in there, so many of us understand how you feel. You are in my prayers.[font=Comic Sans MS]Text[/font]