I have been one unhappy bird here in the Rookery. Start, Stop, Start, Stop. STOP THE INSANITY!
A long time ago, I used to end my posts with "It's a choice." Smoking is a choice of course, so is not-smoking. I think, in the back of my addicted brain, I always left that door open. Can't happen anymore.
It is no longer an option.
I've spent a lot of time the last few weeks being angry at myself. I've realized that I need to get angry at this addiction instead. Self-hatred, as well as smoking no longer has a place.
Bear with me, while I give this another go for good measure. I know that I must give it my all, because this is the last kick at the can.
Fighting for Freedom!!!!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 0
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0
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Quit Meter
$331,812.75
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 6052
Hours: 14
Minutes: 23
Seconds: 40
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45610
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
684,150
Cigarettes Not Smoked