Feel like I'm suddenly in a roomful of strangers, but the sentiment is surely universal: those of us who, by the grace of whatever we deem holy, have managed to remain nicotine free, might OCCASIONALLY allow ourselves a victory dance in the privacy of this site, but would never dream of public self-congratulation. (Well, maybe I should speak only for myself, huh?) Me, I claim zero credit for this quit; I could not have done it without a TON of drugs, the support of this site and the incredible people who live here, my incredible family, and my own particular brand of spirituality, in which my own Higher Power agreed to serve as sort of an On-Star button (She can be SUCH a good sport!); when things got crazy and out of control, I just pushed the button, and boom: help was on the other end of the line.
Was in a church meeting just tonight where the leadership was trying to congratulate me on an approaching 3-month-old quit (well, 12 weeks, not always the same thing), and I was like, "I am SO not proud of myself;" we accept praise for the decision to stop a slow suicide? What's wrong with this picture?
I'm with you all -- without the support of people (and pharmaceuticals --- YAY DRUGS!!!), this quit would be as ancient as my last Partrige Family album.
Credit to everything and everyone pulling me outside of myself ---
peteg
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/30/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 80
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,048
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $440
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 14 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 53 [B]Seconds:[/B] 11