Goodmorning Windy, no this is not day one, I quit 1 week today. It's so hard. Don't worry i'm not cleaning, i should but i don't care right now. So there!! I should be doing alot of things for the coming holiday. Instead I'm crying. As you must of read, i do hair at home & its hard to be happy in front of my clients. I guess I'm hiding it good, cause they don't say anything. The crazy of all this, is not so much wanting the smoke, its my head telling me i want the smoke, not my cravings.I don't know, hope you understand me...LOL. This crying has to stop, i can't take it. Thanks for caring.