Cheermom....
Nope... No smoking allowed. You cannot do it (smoke that is). I don't know why you would want a cigarette. Perhaps you forgot. You don't smoke any more sweetie. People who don't smoke, don't smoke and you are one of those people now.
Deep breaths. Remember? Deep, deep breaths. Go ahead and cry. Kick, scream, fight, cry, break dishes, punch a pillow, whatever it takes... just don't smoke. And if none of that works you still don't smoke. Go read some of those positive posts in the other forum again. They are there for you. Remember you are a quitter.
Look how far you have come. The is no way you want to go back to hell week and start all over again. So people look at you crazy at work. Oh well. My coworkers thought I was losing my mind too. They got over it. Now we laugh about it every now and then.
I'm going to bump another thread for you called "Don't give up on yourself" it's in the general forum. Let us know how you are doing.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/1/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 376
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,537
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1316
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 33 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 3 [B]Seconds:[/B] 45