Great post, Duffis. Congratulations on 70 weeks smoke-free. You are truly an inspiration.
My answer to your question is an overwhelming [size=4][b]YES[/size][/b] it is so very worth it.
All the struggles, the downs, the fights, the agony, the depression, all of what seemed to be negative aspects of this quit. All of them pale in comparison to the feelings of pride, accomplishment, and contentment I now have. As I've said before, I would most certainly do it all over in a heartbeat, but I won't have to.
I'm still going through changes, and I still believe they are all for the better. Still learning to control my temper, but the "music as a reward" thing I mentioned in my 1 year ramble seems to be working. I have a group of songs on my computer at work that I now use in situations I would have had a cigarette in. It seems I should have figured this out long before, but sometimes I'm a bit slow on the uptake.
I wish everyone with less than 6 months quit, especially those still struggling, could feel as I feel, even if just for a day. Just to know what is coming, what the light feels like. I know for some of you it's pure hell right now. Please don't smoke, stay quit, it [u]will[/u] be so worth it.
You keep leading, Duffis. I'll keep following.
Shevie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 392
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,851
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1489.6
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 73 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 42