Hi you!!! Glad to see you. I didn't want to reply in the other thread for two reasons - one)we're all moving on two) so it'd be more visible in case you were here......
I'm sorry to hear that you're having a tough time and I'm hoping that we all start moving around here with a little less fear - myself included, I'm often paranoid about what I'm posting in this site and have also began to write many posts and chosen not to post them - as you can probably see though, I'm trying to do a lot of out loud self talk to get past that ;p.... I just think it's a fear thing right now and as Anne-Marie said it's a new site and trying to get a rythym - the only way I see that happening is if we keep posting.
So, that being said, I hope you keep posting and that we all lose a tiny bit of the fear & insecurities we are having. I think it's awesome we all walked through this together - although it was uncomfortable, we walked through it with love and compassion -right there shows the possibilities and ability to grow & overcome.
Your words have always been encouraging to me and I have had nothing but respect, compassion & luv for you. I sincerely hope you keep posting - let Anne-Marie be the censor and guide - we're not pretending to be doctors or professionals - we're just humans with stuff we're trying to work through and cope, relating and supporting each other to the best of our ability at any given moment. If you're not able to freely speak your mind at home, I'm hoping you can here and also have some friends that you trust and can share with too.
Hope to hear from you again soon!
with luv & compassion,
SCBB