Well 2nd day of quit. Although I have been going at it since monday. There is a force in the universe that does not want me to quit. Some of you might have seen my post yesterday. Well today already being no different.
I thought it would be a good break to get out of house this morning go to park. Well of corse I get the kids in car and the darn thing won't start.Normally this would have been no problem. I would have got out, smoked, and gone to find help. Well I did [u]not[/u] smoked. i got out of the car it was like I didnot know what to do. So I went and sat under a tree. Thankfully, once again, my neighbor came to my rescue. I owe them big time. I ended up going to park. My nieghbor went to. She prayed for me there. The cool thing is I HAVE NOT SMOKED. So dark forces are attacking me. Don't want me to quit. However there is a higher power woking.
The past few days have been Hell. I have not smoked. So with what has been being thrown at me I have been able to face without a cigeratte. I have read alot of stuff about reward. I know the past 2 days is worth something Fabulous.
I also thankful I got a decent night sleep. Although my dreams were also being attacked. I kept dreaming about smoking, or waking up as if I had just smoked.WEIRD. But the superhot, super long shower last night helped. When I tried in the past I did not sleep well it was hard to keep fighting cravings, Deal w/kids, and clean house. Kids and house r hard enough on no sleep.
Ok I am just ranted now, But who would of thought typing would actully be benificial in releaving stress and helping reduce cravings. but it does. Well I am sure i'll be back around my stronest craving time....dinner
ttfn ;p
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 31
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 39 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26
