hi all,
i just wanted to say i relapsed for about a week but yesterday i quit again.im really getting angry now LOL.im so sick of this vicious circle of quitting then relapse!!i was sitting out on my patio yesterday,in about 102 degree weather,,puffing away and struggling to breathe at the same time when something hit me,,i thought "this is what it must be like to have emphyasemia(sp?),,and it scared the heck out of me.i was so frustrated and angry at myself that i put the cigarette out ,angrily, came inside and put a patch on.i then ran my pack of cigarettes under the water,kissed my grandson(who is only 3 weeks old) and promised him grandma is doing this for him!so just wanted to vent alittle and say im back..hope everyone is doing well.
peace,
sue
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/1/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 24
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 2 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 46