here's a hug for ya, Jo...
We're all pulling for you. You are us. We all see ourselves in you.
You are correct, this is your choice. Know the consequences.
[b]Choice ONE[/b] puts you with a plethora of possibly the most perservering, powerful, patient, pretty, pragmatic, practically perfect people you may ever meet. Forgive the alliteration, please. The point being, those who have walked before you and I, assured us that it is worth the trouble, the pain, the trials, the depression - all of the crap of walking away from addiction/slavery.
[b]Choice TWO[/b] leads back to entrapment, slavery, bondage, servitude. You know this in your heart.
Emancipate yourself - grab the rope, we're all pulling.
keep fightin' the good fight - fish
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/21/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 146
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,400
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $730
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 18 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36