Hi, Penangel. Welcome to the SSC.
OK, here's the secret to quitting smoking. Don't have the next one. Too simple? OK, I'll try to complicate it. :)
You quit last year for seven days. Do you know why you started back? Knowing your weak spots is very important.
First, write down why you want to quit. All the reasons, no matter how important or not important, how logical or rediculous they may be.
Next, write down all the reasons to keep smoking. Every one, using the same criteria as before.
Third, make a list of what makes you happy. Activities, material things, people, events, anything that brings a smile and a glow to your heart. Then include the things you've always wanted, but either couldn't justify or afford. This is your reward list.
Fourth, decide on the quit method you think would work best for you. Cold turkey, Nicotine Replacement Therapy (NRT) (patch, gum, lozenge, etc.), non-nicotine drugs (Wellbutrin, Zyban, etc.), or alternative methods (laser, acupuncture, hypnosis, etc.). Keep in mind that if your method of choice turns out to be the wrong choice, you can always switch. Nothing's cast in stone here.
Finally, choose a quit date. From now until that time, mentally prepare for the quit. As much as possible, tell yourself that smoking is bad, quitting is good. Visualize your life smoke-free. No more stink, no more being controlled, freedom to do as you please instead of having to make it to the next fix. Study the cigs you smoke. Feel their heat on your fingers, face, lips. Feel the sting of smoke on your tongue as you draw it in, in your throat as you inhale. Notice the difference in the smoke's color as you exhale. The difference is what stays inside you, coating your lungs. Got a bit of smoke in your eyes? Burns, doesn't it? Remember that feeling. Remember it all. Commit just how nasty, uncomfortable, miserable smoking really is to memory. Those memories will help get you through the quit.
When the day comes, stay close to this site. Read much, post often. Let us know how you're doing; we'll help as much as we can.
This is a fantastic thing to do, Penangel. And it can be done, just look around here. Glad you're joining us. :)
Shevie
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005