WEll everyone, I sat down last night and wrote this letter to say goodbye to my smokes. I felt a lot better after writing it and I feel a lot better today! I would reccomend doing this to everyone!
So, here it is:
Dear Cigarettes,
I am writing yout his letter to tell you goodbye. You've been there with me trhough a lot of experiences- good and bad. You were always there when I was angry, when I was depressed, when I was hospitalized, through loss of family memebers, through every bad experience that I've had for the past ten years. You were there when I was happy, when I was celebrating occasions like graduating high school, after a good romp in the sack, and other times.
But, as close as we may be, I have to remove you from my life. This is a detrimental relationship. Following are my major reasons why I have to push you out of my life:
1. You are slowly poisoning me to death. Every day, you take hours off of my life.
2. You controld every aspect of my life. I won't let a man, let alone anyone else, control me. Why would I let an inanimate object do the same?
3. You make my apartment STINK! I try everything I can to get rid of that awful smell, but nothing works. I didn't even know what was causing the smell until I stopped being around you!
4. You give me chronic sinus infections and headaches and cause huge build ups of phleghm in my sinus cavities and lungs. And as sick as I may get, I still have a need to smoke you, which always makes my illness worse!
5. Jon and I want to have a baby in the future. Having you in my life can compromise my fertility. I refuse to smoke you when I'm pregnant and I refuse to smoke you when my future babies do arrive. I will not let you hurt my babies or my chances of having those babies!
6. I don't want to find out some day that I have lung cancer, throat cancer, esophageal cancer, emphysema or any other smoking-related illness and know that the only reason I have it is because I smoked. I don't want to find out that I'm DYING and know that I am the one to blame!!
I want my lung capacity back! I want to breath! I want to be able to jog and do an intense workout and not have searing pain in my lungs or have to stop because I'm too out of breath! I want to be able to breathe deeply!
I'm tired of burnin