Last night I was called out of my house to deal with a situation of violence at my parent's home. This kind of thing has happened before, where I an thrown between them and stay up all night, and it's always stressful.
Well, last night I revealed to my Mom (early) that I had quit. The whole night was so stressful, and she was chain smoking, and all I could think of was having a smoke.
But thanks to you guys, I had so many tools to correct myself. I kep repeating, A cigarette will NOT make this better. And I kept thinking NOPE, NOPE, NOPE. I did the breathing exercises and walked away when I had to.
I want to thank you all for the knowledge that you so freely share. It makes a huge difference. I know I wouldn't have been able to get through last night without the tools you've all shared, and without knowing that I could come here and get kudos when I succeeded!
Thanks so much! I can really begin to feel my quit becoming a part of me.