Hey Joestuff !!
You sound as if you are older and wiser now. (Me too by the way).
You are in good company ! Many of us have been in your shoes and scared to start. Scared that you will fail. You know, I felt the same way before I quit. But, I was wrong.. it hasn't been the end of the world. It has been the start of a new healthier .. cleaner, cheaper .. on and on.. way of life.
You have come to the right place Joe. Start here.. come often.. complain, vent, on a good day, on a bad day, on any day.. you will always find someone here who understands and will help you through. You sound like you will become someone who ends up helping others. You completed that 12 step program.. you can do this..
Get ready.. make some plans, get some quitting snacks, reward yourself with the money you will save... see you see.
Hang Tuff,
Chris
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/1/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 9
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 241
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $31.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 28 [B]Seconds:[/B] 16