Ok i am soooooooo close to having a smoke, i can't take it anymore. I want a smoke, but yet i don't.Does that make any sense? I feel so miserable. I enjoyed my smokes, but i know that i shouldn't have one if i want to stay smoke free.I want to be a non smoker, but yet i want one. Oh I'm nuts.I can't seem to get it off my mind. I am trying to think positve, but its not working.
Right now, i have a color on my head. I think if i didn't have that, i would be in my car getting smokes. But then again, i don't want to spend the money on them.
Ok, i am nuts. I just read what i wrote & it makes no sense..
HELP!!!!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/2/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 21
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 56 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33