Gosh I just Love your energy joyful!
I want to share something that I have been experiencing for a bit now this afternoon. This morning was easier, lemme tell ya!!! That first craving was no big deal, I was so past it as I remained on the site and reading about what I can keep doing to avoid the FEED. I am calling it the FEED because the NICODEMON is ALWAYS HUNGRY IN ME. BUT I AM SO MUCH STRONGER THAN THAT NICODEMON; WE ALL ARE!!!!!
So, ok, I took a shower with the intention to go get some healthy snack food later and get other stuff done...and usually after the shower I light up while I am doing my hair, I leave it in the tray while I flat iron, but I couldn't do it this time...and it was weird doing my hair with no nic stick to sort of help me pass the time. Yeah I find it boring doing my hair...I could be doing better things with my time.
WHAT I NOTICED: If I am bored with what I am doing, I am also ANXIOUS to be doing something better/more productive/more fun so I ran and grabbed one of my CRYSTALS to relieve that anxiety way down inside bubbling up in me...and it worked!!!
WHAT ABOUT FOOD: Food you say? I've been eating all day. Not once, not twice, just everything nice. I have no idea, when the urge will clear, how long it will last, or if maybe I should fast. I just know I am up, to and fro, from the top of the cupboard to the bottom of my stove! I don't care how many wheat thins I snare, or how many mixed nuts I've devoured over there. A handful of cereal if you please, with just a bit of soy to put me at ease. You may not believe but what a treat---I NEVER THOUGHT CANDY CANES TASTED SO SWEEEEET!!! And OHH-the Caffiene- in pots of two, and my water bottle refills are crystal blue. I know I am seeing the light, and I don't know if I'm doing this right, but with all my mustered might, I WILL WIN THIS NICO-FEED FIGHT!!
Writing is my anti-nic!
I AM POURING MYSELF INTO WHAT I LOVE TO DO AND I DON'T HAVE TO STOP AND LIGHT UP ANYMORE TO CONTINUE BEING THE BEST ME I CAN BE!!!
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY
TODAY IS A GIFT
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED THE PRESENT
MANY BLESSINGS
EVE :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/8/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 13
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $3
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