cvdeb (Ashley, you know I've always got something to say, lol),
Reiterating what Ashley said, some medications take longer to get the full effect than others. I'm not familiar with the one you are taking.
I've been dx with MDD (refractory) since 2004, I spent the first two years in bed. I was having difficulty before that going to a gp getting meds, saying aw, I don't need this, then doing okay and then downward slide again and back to gp. the gp waltz, I guess. then I crashed and burned and ended up at a psychiatrist. That was in 2004. As a result of my depression, I retired on disability through my employer
I work now part-time as a treatment for my depression, I spend many hours a day doing things specifically to help my depression. Come here daily is one of them and post often (as indicated above) and do the sessions. I've not had a day yet where I felt like my old self. I have had good days and some very good days. When I go backwards, I don't seem to go as far down as I did (thank goodness). I just went through a rough 14 days and am still climbing out of the slump with very very high anxiety. I think I got overwhelmed with things going on in my life right now. However, it was nothing compared to what was going on in my life pre-depression. It used to be the more I had to do the more it seemed I could accomplish, now just a few things going on outside the norm and I'm caputz.
I hope this helps give you a different perspective on things.
Medications help alot, that is a very important part of my treatment along with therapy, CBT (here), meditation, journaling, exercise, tai chi. You can read a post on exercise that Diva (another woman on here and I started and join us if you want to) I am not too good at being consistent. I have difficulty with focus, concentration, decision-making, memory and my family helps make sure I stay on track with taking care of business (bills, etc).
I think having good days and bad days are part of it. As long as the bad days aren't as bad as the worst day, we are getting better.
I've not re-read this - hope it makes sense.