I just woke up 15 hours after going to bed. I have been so out of it this week, trying to readjust to being back on the Mirtazipine. Im actually a little scared today, since this was a pattern I was in when I was severely depressed. I have no drive right now, everything is achey. I know this gray, gloomey weather isnt helping either. I just want to move on and I feel stuck again.