I am new and feeling really raw. I have nothing to look forward to in life. 15 years ago I lost my daughter Karen from inujuries she sustained in a motor vehicle accident. Now after 35 years of marriage my marriage is over. If I had known that my children would choose sides, I never would have left. I have no one and I am alone. How does one get past this. There is no joy in my life and nothing to look forward to, all I do is cry and feel horrible