I don't know how to do this really.... I was married for 35 years and now separated. There is too much history to review here so .... my husband was an alcoholic, 1 had 5 children, one passed away from injuries that she sustained in a motor vehicle accident, we had to take her off of life support. If I had known that when I separated from my husband that I would lose my whole family I would have just stayed .... My youngest daughter, 18 chose to stay with her Dad. My heart aches everyday, I cry a lot, life does not really appeal to me right now. I can't even listen to others talk about their families. I have lost everything. What if I never see her again?