I have been sick for the last week or so and I feel miserable about life in general. I have been doing quite well for a while now but the past few days have been rough. I think part of the reason is that when I was at my worst a while ago, I also felt this feeling of exhaustion. Maybe I am confusing just being sick with being depressed. I just feel sad about everything and have burst out crying over the smallest things. I guess part of me thought that doing this India trip would help fix me. It was just a bit of a let-down to get back and find all my problems waiting for me. My life really is not that bad at the moment but sometimes I feel like just running away from it all. Sometimes I could just pause the world while I try and figure out where my life is going. I feel confused and sad. Maybe the flu virus stops anti-depressants from working properly because I feel like I am being sucked into my old ways of thinking......