Hi lovelybones
I actually did pack up and move to the other side of the world a year or so after my separation... and now I want to back again :confuse:
You have a ton of tough stuff going on these days, and I'd be worried if you weren't getting fed up with it all! Be very kind to yourself, and don't forget that it was a good decision you made. Even though it may have brought on these tough times, they will eventually pass, and you and your daughters will be able to be thankful for your strength and good sense.