hi DailyL.
When I was younger I did the "natural" thing as well.. and camomille does not help Migraine!
So Now, all medication is not a judgement of what kind of person I am -crazy, establishment, conformist, addict- it is all amatter of finding the solution that works for me... Meds for depression, antibiotics to prevent secondairy infections in my children, pain management...
I admit, in the past 2 years of effexor I missed 3 pills! Once recently and it reminded me why I have been so faithfull. It is just as bad as missing the OJ and coffee in the moring (OJ for breakfast and coffee for the traffic).