Hi lady,
i am new to the site but although lack of activity, after a really desperate day if i hadnt of stopped to post on this site, i promise you I wouldnt be here now. Danielle answered me and managed to make me feel that someone was out there. It stopped me short. I have been up out of my bed for only 1 hour today and have to go to the hospital tomorrow in the hope that they dont keep me in.
Please be brave. I know its hard but I read your story on another post and you inspired me. You are a good person and will do what is right for you and your family, even if it doesnt feel like it now.
Try to focus on yourself and spend time trying to get your head in a good place even if only for 10 mins. This is the time to then think what you should do for your family. You have a man that you love and who loves you. How many people can say that? Not enough. hang on in there, hold on tight, its a hell of a roller coaster ride that we're on. People do care, I care and I only know you from your postings.
Look afteryourself. hope I can keep posting, if not you know they have addmitted me.x