Hi Bob,
You are certainly correct when you say that we get out of something what we put into it. I guess that's why I've hung in there so long with my treatment. I just grow weary of it sometimes. It's been such a long journey with no end in sight, no end of the rainbow as it were. My husband is a very good man but he is much happier to pretend that there is nothing wrong with me though I think in some strange way he actually likes it when I'm at my weakest. Maybe it makes him very needed, I don't know. He has certainly had to do alot of things that most husbands would not care to do and he rarely if ever complains. But there just seems to be something missing I guess, for me. Probably my fault. Most things are.
But at any rate, after so many years I know I just have to ride this out, keep my appointments, keep myself occupied etc. etc. etc.
Bye for now.