Because I get depressed I manage to alienate people around me. I get suspicious of everyone about everything. I keep thinking that they don't like me or are undermining me. My husband's family does not like me. I wish that I had more friends, but I find it hard to make new ones. What should I do. I am currently in therapy once every two weeks (that is as much as I can afford) and started taking zoloft a few days ago. I just feel so alone.