been with my girlfriend 3 yrs. we were engaged to be married on the 30th of jan. well we had a heated arguement and called it of just 4 days before. everything was reserved. i am in shock! ruined. she was diagnosed at 12 w/ major dep. now 32. after we said i love you for the first time she explained to me she had it. i made a commitment to her never to leave. since i have known her she always runs when things get complicated. sometimes for a day, a week, even months. she always comes back and says she misses me and shes sorry. i'm left standing there hurting, wondering will i ever see her again? is this a reaction assoc. w/ major dep. it's like she overloads, says thats it and runs. it is killing me. i can't believe what has happened. now i feel like i'm slipping into a dark hole. help!!!!!!!!!it's ripping my heart out:( also her meds are prozac/xanax.
