Thank you for your response. It's very helpful to know that there is someone else who has had this experience. Thank you for the suggestions. I am trying to do things to keep myself busy but sometimes my anxiety gets in the road. I, too, pray a lot. It is going to take work to redirect my thoughts, to be sure. It's almost like it's obsessive thinking. I have just found a Christian psychotherapist and will be seeing him on May 10th. I am also trying to reach out to people for support. At one time, I would not have let people know what I was experiencing; I am still somewhat reluctant to do so, and have high hopes for the psychotherapist. Blessings and prayers to you.
