Davit, I'm sending positive energy your way for a speedy recovery. I am also happy to hear that you are going to apply for home support. As for the other site not to worry my friend about the people you were helping there. If they want your help they can put some effort into their own recovery and join the site here. Remember you are not responsible for their health and wellbeing. Please take care of yourself first and then you will be able to help others later if you really want to not because you feel you have to. I remember you saying before that you have a tendency to feel others pain and suffering vicariously. So I think it is just maybe possible that your stay in the hospital and disconnect from email and private messaging maybe a good thing for your health right now. You did say you were getting very little sleep when you were on the other site. So please let your body and soul rest for a while now that your staying at the hospital and before you know it you will be back home sitting under your favorite tree in the shade sipping iced tea, petting your cat and listening to the birds sing. Your Forever Friend...Red...