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10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 4027

I have trouble walking, so I couldn't take a walk tonight, but I did a workout for strength training only at the gym. I feel better about that.

I could have had my doctor's appointment changed tomorrow, since the lab results aren't in, but the doc should be able to make a call on what's going on anyway. I feel confused, since I got a walk-in doc to send me to the clinic, but my physician has ordered the lab tests.

And then my hips are really bothering me, but I'm doing so much sitting. How else am I supposed to research all the stuff I need to know, though?

A lot of what if's are going thru my head about what's going on, but I've be banged up so often, it doesn't bother me. It's just that I wish I could care for mom better, and she deserves so much more.

Like Arthur Ashe used to say "I'm doing the best with what I know...when I know more I'll do better".

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 90

Today has blah. I have a therapy appointment tonight. At work I had to run to a few centers. At home we had to get ready for a bug guy to come in and he has not shown yet. When my sister called the leasing office a 1/2 before they closed they didn't want to talk to her, stating they were leaving early. Annoys me, because if you are not ready for the bug guy, they fine you $121 (which seems to have magically increase since the new manager came in). He came last Tuesday and we were fined. Maintenance told us he wasn't coming since they spent 4 hours that night (8-midnight) in our apartment since my mom's ceiling collapse in her room :/ She didn't care. She has been the main cause of so much of my anxiety, because I never know what she is going to do. The lady across from us has been in the building 13 some years and she says she has never dealt with such a horrible manager.

I really need to move, because the new leasing manager has been mean since day 1. She has even tried to come into our apartment unannounced. I called her boss, but of course it comes to a he said/ she sad :/ My lease is not up till August, but I am job searching and may just start looking for a house to rent to get out of there. I doubt they will care if I break the lease since I have been informed others want the apartment since it has 3 bedrooms :/ Maybe I'll call her manager tomorrow. I was going to buy a house, but I am feeling the need to move out of state lately. I'm not sure I am mentally in the place to buy really. In my area, you don't get a lot of house for your money sadly.

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 6252

Snowing lightly but blowing also. I feel good enough to hobble outside for some more fire wood. I don't have to, I could just use the electric heat but there are better places to spend the money, and I have to keep moving. Dishes are piled up from yesterday so I'll do them too.

Weather has turned harsh and I know I will wish I had put the winter fuel in the tractor. I just couldn't get to it let alone onto it. Falling down is such an easy thing for me to do but is costing me dearly in lost time.

It is getting better though. I have a piece of wood on the lathe that is green and I will be surprised if it isn't full of cracks now since it was green. I'm going to burn the sawdust I made from it. rather than save it for mulch.

I better get at it.

Davit

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2508

Today has/is turning out to be a very pleasant day..

Red...

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2508

Now it getting even stranger..I just typed in the phrase, the panic center on msn bing again and it came up this time..It must of been some kind of fluke..I would of thought it was a typing error on my part but I retyped it like 20 times..Oh well it appears to be there now..I thought for a minute there that maybe bing was censoring their internet search engine..

Man what a relief to find out I was wrong. One does wonder these days..

Red

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 2508

Strange thing happened this morning when I was looking for this site on line. The Panic Center and their sister sites don't appear anywhere on the msn Bing search engine anymore..I thought The panic center had just up and disappeared into thin air, then I did a search on googles search engine and I found evolution health and there sister sites there..If anyone is looking for help and support groups they will never find this site on Bing right now..Thought I would pass the word on to those that care. I already sent this to the feedback techs and Educators for Evolution health this morning...

Red..

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 90

Cara good luck with the job and I hope you get it.

I had a decent day. Work was ok, I went to one of our centers to give people the option to ask me anything about benefits and pick up forms. I was bored and unable to focus when I got back to my office. I need to focus on finding a new job and all.

I did meet up with a friend and we went shopping and I was able to get some organic stuff and fruits and veggies. I can not wait until I am not living in an apartment and can have a yard to have a garden.

I finished my final for my class and submitted it today. The paper I had to write last week during a bad state of mind I was able to actually get an 89 on, I was very surprise. I am basically done now. There are two more weeks, but next week is working on the team paper. I wrote my part and the people in charge of putting all the sections together will be working on that next week and getting it done. Then the week of thanksgiving is when the paper and a powerpoint is due and conference posting reflecting on the paper and the also the entire class. It's nice to have a break though.

I think I am going to get ready for bed now.

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 6252

Cara

Good luck with the job. I strongly believe a person should work at what they want without the monitory considerations attached. Of course I can say this because I was lucky enough to have both, a job I liked and good pay to go with it.

Davit

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 169

trying to keep positive and hopeful... I went for a job interview a few days ago and I really want it. This will be cherry on top if I get it. (crossing my fingers). Also, at the same time trying to keep the anxiety away from my personal space...burying it deeper and deeper, far from my imagination.

Hope everyone has a good day today....keeping hopeful :)

10 years ago 0 +0 / -0 6252

My cholesterol level is excellent but My BP is still too high. It may just be that My Beta Blocker isn't working any more. Well this won't change my plan to reduce my cholesterol intake or My low GI diet.

Made lasagna with low fat cheese and lean meat and left the egg out. But the biggest thing is that I cut it into six servings. I figure I'm going to be hungry for a while till I get used to this. Had an apple for lunch. But it was a big apple.

Davit

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