Things aren’t getting done, due to my indecision, and the
quality of my life and my parent’s is suffering. I’m not able to manage my money as well as if
I’d been healthy, and this affects the
quality of my life too. When I’m perceived
as being negative, I’m less likely to get service from whatever professionals,
trades or anywhere, since my mood is lower than it could be.
Giving up my job was probably a mistake, but I did’t have
the courage to take a deserved leave of absence, and am somewhat resentful.
I can identify with feeling depleted, and the cycle can harm
me over the long run. Fortunately I can
get medical help, but it can be sporadic, depending on availability.