It's cold and rainy!!! And I used to sit out there SMOKING!!!!!
This could get embarrassing....kind of like the "gas" thing. not that I am going to reveal too much
I almost missed a flight, had only 1/2 hour between flights and a heck of a long way to the next terminal. I was determined that I was going to have my smoke, had been 2 hours and would be another 2 before I could have my next. Managed to have about 4 drags then had to RUN all the way, even on the sky walks and just made it.
Back when you could smoke on the plane, I was sitting in the smoking section but the woman next to me did not light up and I figured she just couldn't get another seat so I chose not to have one. It was just killing me....the weather was bad and just before we landed, the woman got nervous and lit up. I was ready to smack her!
During the warmer weather, I watched TV through the patio doors while on the deck but had to turn the volume waaay up to hear it. The neighbours let me know they could hear it, no problem. I would also stand on the deck but in line with the trees so that the neighbours couldn't see me. Felt like a criminal on my own property.
I also smoked in my car and during the winter, that was the only cigs that I enjoyed. I never did when anyone else was in the car. Everyone always had to wait for me to have one between stops. This is the main reason I chose to quit during the winter....those ones outside were purely had to have, not want to have.
This has been rather therapeutic, I think we can all relate. Jo
My Milage:My Quit Date: 10/26/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 53
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 1,060
Amount Saved: $190.80
Life Gained:Days: 7
Hrs: 1
Mins: 26
Seconds: 36
Jo
I made the mistake of not trying again for about 5 years. Should have got right back on the horse as they say. You know that great feeling you get when you discover you're doing it.......keep on doing. That keeps me going along with all these great new friends that understand. Good Luck. Jo
