Hi David (and all),
David, you bring up an excellent topic, one that has many meanings on many levels to each and every person. It can be a touchy subject for some while others embrace it fully. I am not a religious person....spiritual yes, religious, no. A higher power, in my mind, represents the positive in life yet this positive higher power is ambivalent to our choices. In the natural scheme of things there are both positive and negative influence and it is our fundamental choice which one we allow to dominate our lives. Choosing to operate in a way that leads to a life of positive choice yields peace, contentment, and happiness. Conversely, if we consistently follow a path of negative choice it leads to the opposite. The operative word is here CHOICE. WE choose either or...... the positive spirit of a higher power or the negative spirit of the lower power. Each cares not of your choice or the consequences and you reap what you sow. It simply IS. These choices are extensive and each will have an influence on your life....our actions, our language, our response, our beliefs.....everything counts. If we are fair to ourselves and treat our minds and our bodies with the respect and care they deserve as they are naturally meant operate on then that positive "higher power" will naturally express itself through you and you'll find the strength and contentment you are searching for. It's follows the Yin and Yang of life, the natural order of things. Perhaps a simply view but sometimes simply is best (at least for me).
I have one question though.......how come every time we speak of a higher power the topic defaults to AA, powerlessness over choice, 12 steps, etc. If there was ever a candidate to subscribe to these principles it would be me....yet I have complete power over my choice to drink, how I choose to live my life, and change the way I think. Relapse is something I choose to avoid like the plague. I know the consequences and I've quit. And now that I have I feel that positive energy everyday. If subscribing to the philosophy of AA helps then great! Use it as a tool set to move you along. Somehow though, if there is a higher power and he gave us the freedom to make a choice why would HE bind us to a permanent state of recovery? I guess what I'm asking is...is it possible to try and explore the "higher being" concept without the boundaries as viewed through the doctrine of AA?
My apologies if I've I've offended anyone of the AA members here. I'll refrain from future comments on the subject if this an AA directed discussion.
Best regards,
Dave