Hubby has been very distant since I lied to him last week when I said I wasn't drinking when I was. Trying to go through this alone is way too hard, so I told him this morning that I have an appointment today with a counselor and that I needed his help to get through this. He was more upset that I lied to him, then the actual drinking itself. Says he'll work on the trust issue, but he's definitely there to support me and was very happy that I initiated the help. Then I got a hug... it's been a week! Phew... that stepping stone is out of the way.