Welcome to SSC Serotonin! Make this the attempt that leads you to quit for good. I was listening to a personal trainer the other day, and I liked what he said: "Just wanting to do something is not motivation. You're motivated when you've run out of excuses." Hey! Hey! Sounds corny, but in the gym and, I guess here now, I'm telling people to just do it. Make this stuff a no brainer. When I quit smoking, I asked myself, "If not now, then when? When would it be a better time." And I was willing to do whatever it took. No excuses. Congrats. You are doing it.