Cardio tech,
I know they will die. I know I will do my best to save them. I'm just worried about how I will feel when it happens. This here lies my anxiety/panic disorder. Unfortunately, I worry about my potential anxiety. It is a very challenging predicament. So far the panic disorder cycle diagram has really helped me. I now realize if I can understand my thoughts and adjust my behaviors my physical symptoms will decrease. Well anyway, that is all I have for today.
Thanks again,
Medical student