Ok, well I managed to solve the last crisis with some help with the school I am going to next year. I won't be rich next year but I should be able to swing my studies which is great.
I think I will stop posting in here for a bit but I wanted to give you guys a heads up first. I didn't want to look like I just fell off the edge of the world. See, my biggest issue right now is complete exhaustion. It is making me lame and slobby and very down on myself. I have a deadline on the ninth and stil haven't managed to get one single thing done. My only anxiety is that I am depressed and that I won't get out of it. Oh have anxiety that I won'T meet my deadline but considering all I do is sleep, it is no big surprise if I don't.
Now that I am looking at things right in the eye, I realise that I am depressed. As such posting here is kind of a waste of all your time and brings much negativity to the forums and you all don'T need that. On a brighter note though, I am dealing with my anxiety through this rather well which I am super proud of!
I don't know if I will post on the depression center as I tend to find depressed people, well, depressing, lol! Which is also why I will give you guys a break. I will look in on all of you from time to time to see how everyone is even if I don't reply. I will be thinking of you all and wishing you the best. I will be back once I have more to contribute and feel less negative about things. I know good days will come back. They always do :)
Anyway, have fun all of you. I will go work on feeling better myself. TTYL!
-Diva
oh Diva im so sorry i missed this post . I dont want you thinking im ignoring you hun . I can understand what you are saying but will miss you soooo much . You dont bring me personally any negativity , felt honoured that you could confide in us . I know i feel better when i have actually wrote down what im feeling , although sometimes silly . I was hoping it might make you feel better as well . Depression is evil i know that , and am beginning to feel that way again myself due to life at home with hubby . ( actually he has been ok today ) .
. Be patient with yourself Diva as you know it does take awhile but you will get there . 
