Oh, and I second what Davit says about commitment to a mental health facility.... voluntary or involuntary... it's not at all what you fear. I've been several times.... all voluntary.... but it has always been a relief.... a good respite.... where you can deal with your "issues" in a safe place without having the exhaustion of faking it. I haven't been in 10 years, but sometimes wish I could go back. Seriously, if it is determined you need inpatient care.... it is a wonderful opportunity to get the help you need. Just my experience.....