Welcome to the site! "Umteen" time huh? Well at least you are still trying.👍 One of these times you just might accomplish your goal of quitting for good! Hopefully each time you failed before, you learned something. After enough tries you might have all of the roadblocks in your path to freedom figured out. What is the longest time that you have quit before? Are you going cold turkey, or do you have a nicotine replacement therapy to help you out? I was able to quit with the help of the patch. Not sure if I could have quit without it. 30 years... I smoked for 37. I'm here to tell you that you CAN do it. It takes a lot of willpower, and the right mind set. The freedom from smoking is a wonderful feeling. Wish I'd have quit a LONG time before I did. How much do you....did you smoke a day?
There is a lot of great information in these forums to help you out. A lot of people have failed, and posted why. You can learn from others mistakes, along with your own mistakes. Then there are a lot of people that have made it and conquered the addiction, and let everyone know how they did it. Everyone is different, no two quits are the same, but beating this Nicodemon is the common goal for everybody.
I'm coming up on my 8 year anniversary the end of this month. I still remember how difficult it was to actually decide to quit and then do it. I was more afraid of failing than anything else. Stick to it, and just take it one day, one hour, one minute at a time. Don't worry about tomorrow, just concentrate on today, this moment in life. I wish you the best on your journey. 😉 Keep us updated on how you are doing okay?
Stay safe and stay strong!