Bonnie I am sooooooooo sorry about your dog, losing a pet is the same as losing your best friend. I think this trip might be exactly what you need right now, there's nothing like family, remember that we are family here also.
Lisa
Oh Bonnie I am so so sorry to hear about Tasha, I know she gave you alot of pleasure and that you gave her a wonderful life after her difficult beginning- I hope you can at least enjoy some time with your daughter and grandson, and I also hope that eventually you can celebrate your eight month milestone because you deserve to- just postpone it for now, until you feel more like it.
I am glad you thought of us all here after the vets office, cos even though we weren't there in person we were there in mind, supporting you as friends do in times of need.
You are a great member here Bonnie, I know you have been a stalwart supporter and encourager to me right from my first day on the boards and all the other new quitters too, and I really do feel your sadness at this moment.
Big (smoke free) hugs ((((((((((Hug)))))))))))))))))))) your friend Karren xx