Not sure what to say. I can't afford a psychologist, I hate pill doctors and I can't miss work to leave town to see anyone anyway. I have recently been dx'ed aspergers which explains everything and solves nothing. I begin and end every day crying. When I am at home I hide in the bathtub or in bed and when I am at work I hide in my office. I am doing less and les for my family. My older child packs lunch and makes breakfast for the younger two. My spouse does all the shopping and cooking. Everything is falling apart at home and I am angry at them for not doing more. Demands are still being made of me to choose things, clean things, sort things, decide things. I don't care I just want everyone to do their own thing and leave me alone. Being included in family stuff feels like a chore. Anyway, it is obvious to me that I am alone in getting help so I figured I would give it one last try. Therapy hasn't worked for me before.
