Hi Kassimarrs,
Welcome. If you need someone else to talk to, you've come to the right place. I know you said that it was mostly work that was causing you grief; but with your husband in Iraq, I'm sure you have a LOT of stress to deal with. I don't pretend to know how that must feel, but my VERY familiar with what it's like to feel that things are "hopeless". I also know that that's not true. As long as we're still breathing, there's hope.
Have you always felt this way, or is it just since your husband has been overseas? Kate14