On friday I made myself take a test drive to where my new job's orientation will be. I few weeks ago I was suppose to start the same job but didn't make it do to panic attacks. My Grandmother had died, so my new boss was able to hold the job for me. I have been having lots of anxiety and panic about not being able to work. I took the first step with the test drive and MADE IT! There was traffic, I got anxoius but delt with it. It was uncomfortable but I know I can make it. I treated myself to lunch that day as a reward!
