Shedav,
You are pretty much a mirror of myself in my earlier years of panic attacks, husband would have to rush home from work, stay home with me, I absolutely could not function. My kids I would not let go outside to play with friends, I needed someone to be with me. The good news is- I did overcome this. Early years, I depended upon my general doctor who did diagnose me, but he kept urging me to see a psychiatrist as the years passed, and this behavior that you are going through, like I did, seemed to take over my life. I sought out a specialist in the field of panic attacks, he also worked in PTSD only. It was with his help, medication, knowledge, understanding my fears, that I was able to overcome this with God's help. Please for someone who has been there, please seek out a specialist in this area.
Email me hun, if you ever need to talk. crabbyroadsmymama@yahoo.com
Sincerely,
Trish
