well my bf was running some errands with a friend, and they stopped at the womens' center. He talked to the lady there for me and got some information. She said they do free counseling there, so being broke, that works for me. I think I get a day off mid-week, probably wed, or thurs, so I'll try to go then. I know it'll help, but I'm scared to death talking about "the big secret". I still hear my mom's voice in my head saying not to tell. I just want to be free!
